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If Hearts Were Oceans

by Valatie Kills

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1.
If hearts were oceans and if stars were eyes Then this storm would rage far beyond tonight Am I ghost carrying a tune Or am I just once step closer to lower the tomb I’ve been stuck behind these walls I’ve built of mine Wear the weight of this guilt like a concubine Another sleepless night under a moonless sky You never make your move so why the fuck should I No more this is a a war Take what you want and settle the score Breathe life into these dying limbs hope is a virtue With you it begins We trace these lines for miles But they lead to one way streets No way for us to conquer This ground beneath our feet Hit the road like you never wanna come back home I’ve seen this scenery so long its etched in my bones My veins will be the compass on this wide and open road No matter how much my heart can take my lungs will still implode My lungs will still implode Why can’t you see what this means our ship is sinking I cannot breathe the, the clock is ticking If I go home Would you still be waiting there for me Honest hearts and counterparts however so discrete. Why sleep when we can dream (when we can dream} Take it all and burn it down Love is nothing but an anchor now Take it all and burn it down Love is nothing but an anchor now We built it up just to knock it down We’ve got to fight our way out We trace these lines for miles /but they lead to one way streets No way for us to conquer /this ground beneath our feet Hit the road like you never wanna come back home I’ve seen this scenery so long its etched in my bones My veins will be the compass on this wide and open road No matter how much my heart can take my lungs will still implode My lungs will still implode Why can’t you see What this means Our ship is sinking I cannot breathe The, the clock is ticking.
2.
Reflections 03:23
I've been here to many times Constantly buried in your lies No matter how hard you tried To knock me down to your size I see the spot lights as they fade And colorful nights fade into grey Am I just wasting away In the bed I've made No matter where you go No matter what you do Your shadow will always follow you And I will not back down And I will not give in Not for anything I will fight for some breathing room fight to heal all these wounds Never forget What's inside of you I feel like I've been up for days Fighting to find The right things to say Its not as easy As I thought it would be to leave Your eyes are way to blind To see what you've left behind You've got to take take take Till there's nothing left in this bed that you've made Running away Your running away Always afraid Afraid of the day Running away Running away Your Always afraid No matter where you go No matter what you do Your shadow will always follow you And I will not back down And I will not give in Not for anything I will fight for some breathing room Fight to heal all these wounds Never forget Whats inside of you I feel like I've been up for days Fighting to find The right things to say Its not as easy As I thought it would be to leave Your eyes are way to blind To see what you've left behind You've got to take take take Till there's nothing left In this bed that you made In this bed that you made I am everything You wish you could be I am the very thing You pretend to be
3.
Serpentine 03:44
Feels like I'm loosing grip My thoughts begin to slip And its sick Sick and tired of this shit These voices in my head They never fucking rest I'll get all the sleep I want When I'm fucking dead I took the day you went away To make my bed a better grave Every single time I lay my head and pray And hope for better days I see the devil Crawl through the fire Dance with the wolves There's blood in the water And salt in my fucking wounds And I've been burning down these buildings The arsonist in me I am tearing out the pages I didn't care to fucking read I am loosing all my best friends And every street is just a dead end I can't escape And I don't relate This is not okay Realize the beast you've made me Deep inside I really hope you hate me When all is said and done I wear my heart on my sleeve like a loaded gun Pull the trigger And bite the bullet Bury the past be on your way Crawl through the grave Your dead There's voices in my head All dead I am still haunted And I've been burning down these buildings The arsonist in me I am tearing out the pages I didn't care to fucking read I am loosing all my best friends And every street is just a dead end I can't escape And I don't relate This is not okay What do we do with these empty spaces The void we ourselves created An eye for an eye Fuck it i rather be blind Then have to look my self in the eyes Feels like I'm losing grip my thoughts begin to slip and it's sick Sick and tired of this shit We are the plague We are The end of days We are the end We are the walking dead Your dead There's voices in my head All dead Your dead your buried living deep with your self The truth you buried living deep within this hell
4.
All of the liars asleep in their beds Bury the hatchet it's off with there heads Something's just have their way of leaving their mark And that's the only reason I still wear these scars This is all I have This is all I know This is all I have left And I will not let go Nothing's been the same Not since the day you left And this constant aching in my chest All those words you said to me They all stuck with me With your hands tight around my neck With every word that you placed in my head All those Broken glass houses and paper hearts Put an end to this All my anxiousness Put an end to this All this emptiness I cannot let go I can not let I can not let I can not let Go of these memories inside my head feels like I am screaming my self to death Throwing stones at glass houses and tearing apart these paper hearts This is all I have This is all I know This is all I have left And I will not let go Nothing's been the same Not Since the day you left And this constant aching in my chest All those words you said to me They all stuck with me With your hands tight around my neck With every word that you placed in my head all those words you said to me They all stuck with me With your hands tight around my neck With every word that you placed in my head All those broken glass houses and paper hearts Put an end to this all my anxiousness Put an end to this all my empty mess I will not let go I will not let I will not let I will let go
5.
Shipwrecked 03:07
I can almost see Waves crashing over me The water keeps filling my lungs and I can barely breathe How did I get here so far away from home How did I find myself completely on my own Cast my anchor Sink like stone Will I ever get home All hands on deck Brace for impact here comes the storm Don't be afraid The lighthouse will guide us through these stormy days And I will light the way on this path we take through the sea of memories Don't be afraid The lighthouse will guide us through these stormy days As I am washed away I hope you hear this song And always remember me This is it for me Darkness is all i see And I refuse to be another casualty Feels like there's an anchor constantly dragging me by my feet I've got to find my way home to make sure you're not alone So what the fuck did you think You thought that I'd give up So what the fuck did you think I will never give up Don't be afraid The lighthouse will guide us through these stormy days And I will light the way on this path we take through the sea of memories Don't be afraid The lighthouse will guide us through these stormy days As I am washed away I hope you hear this song And always remember me This is it for me Darkness is all I see And I refuse to be another casualty Run Grab your life jacket and jump The ship is now sinking we're fucked.

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released June 7, 2017

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Valatie Kills Poughkeepsie, New York

Formed in March of 2016, Valatie Kills continues to climb with the release of their Debut E.P (If Hearts Were Oceans). Head on over to their facebook for more information.

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